Looks like my blog is very simple comparing to others. I sometimes compare myself to others which gives me two effects, one, makes me miserable because i am lower in education and life experience than some people of my age, two, it tells me where I am standing in terms of life luxury level, education level and again life experience level. Actually the last one is very personal. I went to bed almost around 5 in the morning and was up after 11.
My leg with varicose vein is hurting, I've been sitting all day these day and didn't move my butt. Now I am getting the consequences, aching of my leg. I really need to walk as much as possible, otherwise, the aching will will be more.
I think of many things, but can't express them in words, the use of my vocabulary is very limited so i can't say it the way i want.
One thing I like to tell is our society won't let us show our weaknesses. If we are brave enough to show our weaknesses, the society takes to their advantages. We people sometimes want to show that vulnerable side, weaknesses. For example, I want to tell my mother, father and my friends about my struggle to understand the thought system. I always get difficulties when it comes to doing task, I can't concentrate, I think too much, I am afraid that I don't do well. I always want to tell this and get help, but I don't tell because I am showing my weakness. It is fine if I tell this to my parents, but how about friends? Can they be reliable?
I am not a people person, i am very quiet, but that doesn't mean i am invisible person. I say things bravely and confidently if I want to.
Right now or in the near future I am only focusing on my career development.
But before that I need to finish my dad's work translation.
Monday, July 26, 2010
four in the morning
you know, I've found this site and liked it, tried to design it the way i wanted it. it took some time to do so, well i haven't accomplished much except this thing. i was supposed to translate dad's work. i haven't worked on it that much, i feel guilty, now things are better, on track, i will do my best from now on.
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